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I hate how anti-climactic life can be sometimes. I wish I'd never lost touch with you. I would've preferred a screaming match, complete with tears and slamming doors and hurtling my car straight out of the parking lot and back to my own quiet little corner of the world...because then the ensuing hatred would've given me closure and allowed me to forget you. I hate that we just fell apart.
"Bodies fused together when there was need -- in loneliness -- when the world offered nothing."
I loved every inch of you, every minute of knowing you. You were one of those purely beautiful people who shouldn't exist in a world like this. If I close my eyes and stand very still, I can still remember that little freckle on your jaw, the curvature of your collarbone, your fingers gently tracing my cheek as you kissed me...stronger than the headiest wine, the richest chocolate. I could get drunk off the memories of you. It seems sexual to others, probably. It feels like love. I'd feel like I was lying if I said I didn't love you. II do.
It's just I wish you would disappear from my mind so I wouldn't be haunted anymore
"Bodies fused together when there was need -- in loneliness -- when the world offered nothing."
I loved every inch of you, every minute of knowing you. You were one of those purely beautiful people who shouldn't exist in a world like this. If I close my eyes and stand very still, I can still remember that little freckle on your jaw, the curvature of your collarbone, your fingers gently tracing my cheek as you kissed me...stronger than the headiest wine, the richest chocolate. I could get drunk off the memories of you. It seems sexual to others, probably. It feels like love. I'd feel like I was lying if I said I didn't love you. II do.
It's just I wish you would disappear from my mind so I wouldn't be haunted anymore