i'm a mess without you laying here.
my life lately has been pretty sweet.
the past 2 weekends i've spent at 4 different colleges
with my favorite people EVERRR.
the lifestyle is awesome as well.
i'm sure it won't be as exciting
when i get used to it.
either way- i'm really looking forward to college.
speaking of which-
i'm about 99% sure i'm going to geneseo. =]
i'm still considering udel.
it's up to the pros and cons list i have yet to make.
but that will decide definitely.
i feel like i have a lot of decisions to make actually
and for an extremely indecisive person, like me,
it's so scary.
i feel like every aspect of my life is up in the air.
i'm unsure about where i stand when it comes to
college,
my family,
my friends,
the boy,
my faith.
those things are my life.
but idk- it's kind of like i'm living between
things to look forward to
and good times that just passed.
because when i was on those trips
i felt content with everything
but now that i'm home- i'm unsure
and spend a lot of time getting pumped for the next big thing.
i guess i just figured out the answer to my own problem.
i have to learn to love everyday.
how to do that would be the next problem-
which i definitely don't have to answer to.
or maybe remembering the good times
and looking forward to more
is an ok way to live? idk.
gahhh. indecisiveness.
i'm just going to list the fun stuff coming up =]
april!
-8 to 9 retreat.
-battle of the bands.
-north carolina. =]
-acoustic cafe.
may!
-college decided by the 1st!
-bamboozle.
-ap's over. (like i cared anyway?) =P
june!
-end of hs?
-prom!! (finally everything is definite)
-graduation?!?
july!
-GR SO! (accepted yesterday, yo!)
-last month at shoprite.
august!
-quit shoprite!! =] =]
-warped tour.
-college!! geneseo? udel?
oh man.
very EXCITE!
=]
and p.s. the rollercoaster was a blast!
the past 2 weekends i've spent at 4 different colleges
with my favorite people EVERRR.
the lifestyle is awesome as well.
i'm sure it won't be as exciting
when i get used to it.
either way- i'm really looking forward to college.
speaking of which-
i'm about 99% sure i'm going to geneseo. =]
i'm still considering udel.
it's up to the pros and cons list i have yet to make.
but that will decide definitely.
i feel like i have a lot of decisions to make actually
and for an extremely indecisive person, like me,
it's so scary.
i feel like every aspect of my life is up in the air.
i'm unsure about where i stand when it comes to
college,
my family,
my friends,
the boy,
my faith.
those things are my life.
but idk- it's kind of like i'm living between
things to look forward to
and good times that just passed.
because when i was on those trips
i felt content with everything
but now that i'm home- i'm unsure
and spend a lot of time getting pumped for the next big thing.
i guess i just figured out the answer to my own problem.
i have to learn to love everyday.
how to do that would be the next problem-
which i definitely don't have to answer to.
or maybe remembering the good times
and looking forward to more
is an ok way to live? idk.
gahhh. indecisiveness.
i'm just going to list the fun stuff coming up =]
april!
-8 to 9 retreat.
-battle of the bands.
-north carolina. =]
-acoustic cafe.
may!
-college decided by the 1st!
-bamboozle.
-ap's over. (like i cared anyway?) =P
june!
-end of hs?
-prom!! (finally everything is definite)
-graduation?!?
july!
-GR SO! (accepted yesterday, yo!)
-last month at shoprite.
august!
-quit shoprite!! =] =]
-warped tour.
-college!! geneseo? udel?
oh man.
very EXCITE!
=]
and p.s. the rollercoaster was a blast!