dazed and confused....
why is it everytime when something good happens...something bad follows it? i can never be happy without then becoming sad. its so hard to be strong for everyone else...when deep down inside i'm breaking down piece by piece. i'm very confused about alot of things thats going on in my life. i just dont understand...and what is with some of these guys? one moment they like and the next they dont. i just dont get it. what is the purpose on playing with peoples hearts. it just brings pain. i really do like chris. but i just dont know where this is going. i know he is going through some hard things right now..but i dont know how he really is feeling. he says he wants to keep hanging out and whatever but we hardly talk during the week. oh well..i just dont know how long i can keep my fake smile..my fake happiness. i for once would like to have real happiness...well thats all i can type for now..so i'll holla later....Sylvia
Quote of the day:"And the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right"
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