life is good.
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
Their spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I’m especially slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said evertything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
eh i like that song. love it actually. anyway, this weekend was fabulous. friday was beautiful and i sat outside with alicia and just hung out with people, kicked back that night, so that was good (and a bit of a change). no one was really around this weekend. saturday alicia and i got up and went outside from like 11 to 130 and got books on buddhism and talked about life, it was pretty nice out. then we had lunch with steph and bickford, then went to see my friend colin's band play, they're awesome. unfortunately we had to wait to see them for like two hours, so alicia, ian, jerry and i played pool and complained about bad hardcore music. but colin's band was awesome, and then we went to dinner and for a walk (ian on the roof with his jacket blowing out like superman) and then chose to have a fairly ridiculous night at the apartment. by the time brian got there, alicia was asleep, ian passed out and jerry had strolled home. so he was a little late on the action.
today i woke up and ian and alicia informed me that his car got towed last night, which sucks so we're pitching in to help him pay for that. i just bummed around the apartment, did some work and planned stuff for the week. tomorrow night alicia and i are gonna go see this weird little movie with andy and on wednesday my mom is coming up to take me, alicia and andy out to outlet shopping and lunch! yay!
tomorrow is lunch with brian. we'll see how all of this turns out. i'm following nick's advice on this one. bc as usual, he's right. which is probably why he's my best friend and always is good to have around to point out the obvious which i usually fail to pick up on.
besides that little thing though, i've felt amazingly content with life and my friends. i'm really happy and in the past i've always put my happiness into one particular relationship or whatever and if it didn't work, then stuff would just suck. but i'm tryin not to do that anymore and i've been pretty successful at it lately. so yay for progress.
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
Their spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I’m especially slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said evertything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
eh i like that song. love it actually. anyway, this weekend was fabulous. friday was beautiful and i sat outside with alicia and just hung out with people, kicked back that night, so that was good (and a bit of a change). no one was really around this weekend. saturday alicia and i got up and went outside from like 11 to 130 and got books on buddhism and talked about life, it was pretty nice out. then we had lunch with steph and bickford, then went to see my friend colin's band play, they're awesome. unfortunately we had to wait to see them for like two hours, so alicia, ian, jerry and i played pool and complained about bad hardcore music. but colin's band was awesome, and then we went to dinner and for a walk (ian on the roof with his jacket blowing out like superman) and then chose to have a fairly ridiculous night at the apartment. by the time brian got there, alicia was asleep, ian passed out and jerry had strolled home. so he was a little late on the action.
today i woke up and ian and alicia informed me that his car got towed last night, which sucks so we're pitching in to help him pay for that. i just bummed around the apartment, did some work and planned stuff for the week. tomorrow night alicia and i are gonna go see this weird little movie with andy and on wednesday my mom is coming up to take me, alicia and andy out to outlet shopping and lunch! yay!
tomorrow is lunch with brian. we'll see how all of this turns out. i'm following nick's advice on this one. bc as usual, he's right. which is probably why he's my best friend and always is good to have around to point out the obvious which i usually fail to pick up on.
besides that little thing though, i've felt amazingly content with life and my friends. i'm really happy and in the past i've always put my happiness into one particular relationship or whatever and if it didn't work, then stuff would just suck. but i'm tryin not to do that anymore and i've been pretty successful at it lately. so yay for progress.