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sooo i just said goodbye to james. well twice tonight. i had my final till 400, then helped brian pack, then went to mills and dinner with james. then said goodbye...which was awful. i cried all the way home bc i won't see him till july 8. then i went to a party at woodsides. so i said goodbey to rich, jesse, and others, which was really sad. and then goodbye to james again. ugh. awful. then alicia and i walkked home and had a good conveoersation. so i cried. bc it was sad. and then i got home and he called me to make sure i was ok and we talked for a bit. he's a grea t guy and it sucks that he's leaving. like horribly. i miss him already.
grrrrrrrrrr. goodbyes are the worst. especially when i think that i found someone that i'd be willing to spend a significatn amount of time wiht. he's so honest and he does little things that didn't matter to others, but he calls me everyday that he can't see me. and leaves me a message before i go to bed every night. and every morning. and makes sure i'm happy with little things. i really really care about him and i'm so upset that he's leaving. so upset.
i miss him already. fuckkkkkkkkk. this is gonna be a long second semester.
grrrrrrrrrr. goodbyes are the worst. especially when i think that i found someone that i'd be willing to spend a significatn amount of time wiht. he's so honest and he does little things that didn't matter to others, but he calls me everyday that he can't see me. and leaves me a message before i go to bed every night. and every morning. and makes sure i'm happy with little things. i really really care about him and i'm so upset that he's leaving. so upset.
i miss him already. fuckkkkkkkkk. this is gonna be a long second semester.