martha was a way better hostess.
my friend jen is not a good hostess, and neither is her sister.
im not holding it against them, too badly.
but i am visiting and it is like i am the third wheel. like if i lived down the street they would have told me to go home, well, 3 days ago.
they sit in the front 2 seats of the car when we go places, and play the music loud, and talk low so i cant hear them. maybe they dont mean to do that.
i don't really hang out with jen alone, and when i do and we are going places, she is always sevral steps ahead of me. and quiet.
i dont know whats going on, or why she is acting so strangely. i wonder why i am here in the first place. she is a terrible hostess. and i know that if things were like they had been between us back at college, i wouldnt beat around the bush. i would be like "way to be a good hostess, JEN". and she wouldnt be mad because thats the way we talked to each other. but now, im not too sure. if things go back the way they were last semester when we go back to college, this visit will probablly come up some late night when we are sitting around and trying to figure out what to do with ourselves. we will talk about when i visited and i will tell her how i really felt. and she will say she is so sorry. but shes not acting sorry now.
i go back to new york tomorrow.
im not holding it against them, too badly.
but i am visiting and it is like i am the third wheel. like if i lived down the street they would have told me to go home, well, 3 days ago.
they sit in the front 2 seats of the car when we go places, and play the music loud, and talk low so i cant hear them. maybe they dont mean to do that.
i don't really hang out with jen alone, and when i do and we are going places, she is always sevral steps ahead of me. and quiet.
i dont know whats going on, or why she is acting so strangely. i wonder why i am here in the first place. she is a terrible hostess. and i know that if things were like they had been between us back at college, i wouldnt beat around the bush. i would be like "way to be a good hostess, JEN". and she wouldnt be mad because thats the way we talked to each other. but now, im not too sure. if things go back the way they were last semester when we go back to college, this visit will probablly come up some late night when we are sitting around and trying to figure out what to do with ourselves. we will talk about when i visited and i will tell her how i really felt. and she will say she is so sorry. but shes not acting sorry now.
i go back to new york tomorrow.