rahh rahhh
i havent really updated lately. but i figured i'd give a recap of life lately. i'm pretty good, i would say. im doing alright in school. the weather is rather lame though. and i have a boyfriend whom i like a good amount. i just kinda miss a lot of things lately and i find my self pondering the what if's haha. but im trying to stop that because the right now is what matters. you know whats weird, there will never be another december 14, 2006 ever again. there will never be this moment again. and if you stop to long to think about things the moment passes you by so fast that in a blinking moment you have dust in your face. its weird how these things happen. its weird how no matter how much of something you have you never appriciate it, or even find it the least bit enduring untill its completely gone, never to return. i'm learning more and more about God's sick humor each day. how the most beautiful things in life have the most poisenous bite. haha. its like spending so much money on your kids christmas gifts to later find them playing spaceship with the boxes they came in.
today was an okay day, not a total flop but not a very productive day either. i found french class enjoyable for once though. it kinda suprised me and then in journalism i wrote a column on technology and " Choices- are they worth the headache?" hahah. english was boring. Mr. Franks was his dry sense of humor self and i laughed. then health was alright and so was lunch and gym. social studies sucked. i bombed our test on nationalism. sorry but i just cant get 2 shits about stupid Italy and Germany and their coming together as their own nations. its bullshit.
lately i feel peaceful. not really mad/ sad or even happy. its like emotionless. i kinda like it. some weird things are happening too, like i'm actually starting to care about getting my homework done and i dont want to be touched more than usual. and my hands shake. like a drug addict. hahah. its so strange. but oh well, what can you do. my mom thinks it might be i'm not eating enough sugars, but i havent changed the way i eat at all. so i doubt thats what it is.
tomorrow i am probably going to hang out with ali, victoria, paul, ethan, tim, andy, and possibly kevin, sam m. and stefanie. i'm excited i suppose. it's nice to get out on fridays and be with the people you care about. then on saturday i guess i'm going over dennis's house with zack and angela, i'm pumped...
alright well. this is all for now, hope everything is well with you. :]
Dragging on so lonely, aren't you tired baby?
Breathing life into your lungs are you immune to me?