the crow and the butterfly..
its allll over.
its offical.
im a college grad.
holy shittt.
i cant fucking believe it.
its been quite a few very emotional few days.
very emotional.
i think my one regret was not getting involved. but that would mean dorming, and dorming would have changed my life forever. so everything happens for a reason. that is proof.
the cerimony was pretty boring, but things that caught my attention were so touching.
i let rob off the hook so he didnt have to up at the crack ass of dawn along with me and the rest of the family. the first cry of the day was pulling up to school, after i saw all the commotion, cops directing traffic and congrats grads everywhere.
after what seemed like forever waiting in some random classroom upstairs humanities.
then there was a procession, divided by school i stood in two lines with groups of arts managers and dancers in front of us. it was cool that we sat with whoever we wanted and not in aphabetical order.
i cried the second tent around with all "visual and performing arts" people. (still dont understand why arts management it in with that school, i personally think we should be with the other management kids)
anyways. cried again when the dean cried, ( who i have never met) about that girl who died last month from a brain anurism(?) they buried her in her cap and gown, soo sad. her family accepted the degree the university gave to her. so along to lighter stuff.
LOL i was amost last. thats what i get for sitting with arm kids LOL.
so i graduated.
im actually still waiting on my soc grade WTF.
speaking of grades WHAT THE FUCK PCDC THANKS FOR THE FUCKING B- THAT I DO NOT DESERVE FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH. =)
never again.
took the rest of the day easy. went to a diner then had cake and hung around the dining room with family and friends. i wanted to party but after getting up at 6 am i just didnt have it in me.
sooo another day. hopefully ill have the senior trip that i want, but who the hell knows if that will happen.
with everyone going on vacation, pathmark, and finding a fucking jobbbb
arrgg.
anyways.
i got roses.
like i reallllly got real roses.
they are white. LOL
i cried twice.
i was supposed to get my tattoo tonight, but it did not work out and i have to admit i was very dissapointed, so i guess i have to wait till next week. :( maybe sunday night or monday morning.
so i dont feel much different... yet at least.
all these changes in my life and they came so quickly.
and im fucking shocked that im OK.
anyways, so job hunting and chillaxing and waiting for summer.
Love<3
its offical.
im a college grad.
holy shittt.
i cant fucking believe it.
its been quite a few very emotional few days.
very emotional.
i think my one regret was not getting involved. but that would mean dorming, and dorming would have changed my life forever. so everything happens for a reason. that is proof.
the cerimony was pretty boring, but things that caught my attention were so touching.
i let rob off the hook so he didnt have to up at the crack ass of dawn along with me and the rest of the family. the first cry of the day was pulling up to school, after i saw all the commotion, cops directing traffic and congrats grads everywhere.
after what seemed like forever waiting in some random classroom upstairs humanities.
then there was a procession, divided by school i stood in two lines with groups of arts managers and dancers in front of us. it was cool that we sat with whoever we wanted and not in aphabetical order.
i cried the second tent around with all "visual and performing arts" people. (still dont understand why arts management it in with that school, i personally think we should be with the other management kids)
anyways. cried again when the dean cried, ( who i have never met) about that girl who died last month from a brain anurism(?) they buried her in her cap and gown, soo sad. her family accepted the degree the university gave to her. so along to lighter stuff.
LOL i was amost last. thats what i get for sitting with arm kids LOL.
so i graduated.
im actually still waiting on my soc grade WTF.
speaking of grades WHAT THE FUCK PCDC THANKS FOR THE FUCKING B- THAT I DO NOT DESERVE FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH. =)
never again.
took the rest of the day easy. went to a diner then had cake and hung around the dining room with family and friends. i wanted to party but after getting up at 6 am i just didnt have it in me.
sooo another day. hopefully ill have the senior trip that i want, but who the hell knows if that will happen.
with everyone going on vacation, pathmark, and finding a fucking jobbbb
arrgg.
anyways.
i got roses.
like i reallllly got real roses.
they are white. LOL
i cried twice.
i was supposed to get my tattoo tonight, but it did not work out and i have to admit i was very dissapointed, so i guess i have to wait till next week. :( maybe sunday night or monday morning.
so i dont feel much different... yet at least.
all these changes in my life and they came so quickly.
and im fucking shocked that im OK.
anyways, so job hunting and chillaxing and waiting for summer.
Love<3