1 month
hehe i've been wanting to update my LJ for a while,
but it's been a while, so i was like hm...lemme wait a month XD
and look, it's 10! i almost forgot! lol
well anyway,
a lot has happened,
but nothing spectacular
my friends make me love them more every day...
and not to sound cliche/stupid...
but i really realize sometimes when i take a step back how lucky i am...
really...
i mean for instance...angelica is probably the best friend anyone could have...and she's mine!
she's amazing-on so many levels, i can't even explain them to myself...it's not even worth trying...she's just amazing..
and lately, for some reason, i've been thinking about what college will be like without her..
and i'm really not the clingy type, but DANG! i'm gonna miss her! there's no way i'm letting go of her,
we'll be friends until i draw my very last breath, but these years, we're going to have to spend the majority of the time apart!
it'll make the holidays and the get togethers that much sweeter i suppose <3
and crystal...CRYSTAL J. THORNHILL.
i mean-there's so much to say. she's amazing. more so than many people will probably ever understand...
i love how our relationship for the most part is on the DL...it makes me laugh, how very close we are, but we don't need to flaunt it--if that makes sense...
i love just late nights talking to her, i think i've pretty much talked to her about everything...
and the things i don't want to talk to her about, she knows how to drag out of me, so what's the point of resisting?
it's in my nature, and it's in her nature [that is, honestly knowing me better than i know myself] to drag it out of me, because if i don't want to talk to CRYSTAL about it, then it must be really big XD , something that obviously means a lot to me...i mean the girl has seen my closet for christ's sake-the secrets are OUT.
anyway, there's so many friends i'm SO lucky to have, i feel spoiled =D
i donno, maybe cause it's the holidays i decided to post an entry about how freakin lucky i am?
haha i guess i've just been thinking about it lately-who i will REALLY talk to after high school...
the numbers are dwindling every day, but i really do hope i keep in touch with those i'm closest to...angelica, crystal, brennan, emma, sneha [those are given!] tiffany, livie, james, kenna, maybe even sagar =D haha i just hope i keep in touch with these people...people like crystal and angelica have honestly both made me a better person, gotten me to get to know me a little better...make me feel the tiniest bit better about myself [but never tell crystal that lol...she honestly knows me better than i do myself...and she's ALWAYS right...even if i resent something she says and i'm like...she's wrong...she's ALWAYS right!]
ok well Romeo and Juliet are waiting <3 must finish this paper.
xo
but it's been a while, so i was like hm...lemme wait a month XD
and look, it's 10! i almost forgot! lol
well anyway,
a lot has happened,
but nothing spectacular
my friends make me love them more every day...
and not to sound cliche/stupid...
but i really realize sometimes when i take a step back how lucky i am...
really...
i mean for instance...angelica is probably the best friend anyone could have...and she's mine!
she's amazing-on so many levels, i can't even explain them to myself...it's not even worth trying...she's just amazing..
and lately, for some reason, i've been thinking about what college will be like without her..
and i'm really not the clingy type, but DANG! i'm gonna miss her! there's no way i'm letting go of her,
we'll be friends until i draw my very last breath, but these years, we're going to have to spend the majority of the time apart!
it'll make the holidays and the get togethers that much sweeter i suppose <3
and crystal...CRYSTAL J. THORNHILL.
i mean-there's so much to say. she's amazing. more so than many people will probably ever understand...
i love how our relationship for the most part is on the DL...it makes me laugh, how very close we are, but we don't need to flaunt it--if that makes sense...
i love just late nights talking to her, i think i've pretty much talked to her about everything...
and the things i don't want to talk to her about, she knows how to drag out of me, so what's the point of resisting?
it's in my nature, and it's in her nature [that is, honestly knowing me better than i know myself] to drag it out of me, because if i don't want to talk to CRYSTAL about it, then it must be really big XD , something that obviously means a lot to me...i mean the girl has seen my closet for christ's sake-the secrets are OUT.
anyway, there's so many friends i'm SO lucky to have, i feel spoiled =D
i donno, maybe cause it's the holidays i decided to post an entry about how freakin lucky i am?
haha i guess i've just been thinking about it lately-who i will REALLY talk to after high school...
the numbers are dwindling every day, but i really do hope i keep in touch with those i'm closest to...angelica, crystal, brennan, emma, sneha [those are given!] tiffany, livie, james, kenna, maybe even sagar =D haha i just hope i keep in touch with these people...people like crystal and angelica have honestly both made me a better person, gotten me to get to know me a little better...make me feel the tiniest bit better about myself [but never tell crystal that lol...she honestly knows me better than i do myself...and she's ALWAYS right...even if i resent something she says and i'm like...she's wrong...she's ALWAYS right!]
ok well Romeo and Juliet are waiting <3 must finish this paper.
xo