bad bad bad
so i had a bad day yesterday....
we had a lot of math,
a history test,
an oral in english
and a quiz in bio...
and i was getting really bad vibes from like everyone...
and today, i was just exhausted, i don't think anything really bad or really good happened...
and now, sam tells me that i essentially ruined his day...
and he's really stressed and in a bad mood...
and i cried
and now i have to go write a written commentary
i just don't care
and sam has made me so upset,
because he's like the only person that cares about me,
and he's mad at me right now...
i wish i could get it right for once.
i want to turn off my lights, cry, fall asleep, wake up in the morning, never go back to school of course, pack my things and run away...nothing to do with my family, i love them, i have a great home environment...
but the stress from just about everything else in my life is suffocating me...
and i'm struggling to see the point in continuing..
we had a lot of math,
a history test,
an oral in english
and a quiz in bio...
and i was getting really bad vibes from like everyone...
and today, i was just exhausted, i don't think anything really bad or really good happened...
and now, sam tells me that i essentially ruined his day...
and he's really stressed and in a bad mood...
and i cried
and now i have to go write a written commentary
i just don't care
and sam has made me so upset,
because he's like the only person that cares about me,
and he's mad at me right now...
i wish i could get it right for once.
i want to turn off my lights, cry, fall asleep, wake up in the morning, never go back to school of course, pack my things and run away...nothing to do with my family, i love them, i have a great home environment...
but the stress from just about everything else in my life is suffocating me...
and i'm struggling to see the point in continuing..