& in that moment... i swear we were i n f i n i t e
// its friday. tomorrow i go to dad's house. vacation is almost over. i now enjoy smoking and drinking- heh, go figure. today me, mich, and des went to get alek's bday gift. good stuff. me and des chilled and she made my livejournal the beauty that it now is (thnx des, i love you<3). then ciro came over and we started to watch matrix 3, my michelle came ova nd brought her cousin chrissy (who i love, hehe). we had fun. marco and jackie stopped by to say hello. me, des and ciro watched the end of the movie. i had a great week thanks to my life aka my friends<3
// special congratulations to the newlyweds. they became official (yet again) on april 6, 2004. the best of fucking luck to you two. i wish you nothing but fucking happiness and possibly even death. depends on my mood. i try so hard to be better. i hate feeling this way. i hate the fact that he controls my heart. im slipping away and i miss me. i just want the pain to disappear. i want to be happy again. i want to stop wanting the impossible.
// special congratulations to the newlyweds. they became official (yet again) on april 6, 2004. the best of fucking luck to you two. i wish you nothing but fucking happiness and possibly even death. depends on my mood. i try so hard to be better. i hate feeling this way. i hate the fact that he controls my heart. im slipping away and i miss me. i just want the pain to disappear. i want to be happy again. i want to stop wanting the impossible.