Jul 29, 2004 09:46
you feel like things cant get any worse. its as if your life is one big curse. you close your eyes and try to breathe. peace is something you strive to receive. its not easy pretending everyday. putting on the act- saying "everythings okay". you wish these feelings could be shared. wish you could scream "im so scared". but instead you smile and laugh. pretending lifes a blast. when inside youre just trying to get by. when inside youre just longing to die.
fucked up isnt it?