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yah...im coming here to vent.
so im sure most of u dont want to hear so dont read on if u dont wanna hear some bitchin.
im really sick of everyone thinking they know whats best for me...or assuming they know why im doing things... or if they dont like something im doing in my life or SOMEONE in my life they automatically think its not right for me. let me preface by saying NO IM NOT GOING TO UNF BECAUSE OF CHRIS. im sooo tired of everyone thinking and saying this. its driving me INSANE. first of all i love chris. VERY MUCH. he MAKES me happy. soo see here...anyone who doesnt like him needs to get OVER it. im staying with him. hes WONDERFUL for me ragardless of what u all think. secondly, no matter how much in love i am with chris(and trust me its alot) im NOT going to UNF for him. im going there for me. im not stupid people. apparently most of u think im an ignorant girl who has no brains. well ur very wrong. i know something could happen tommorow where (godforbid) me and chris could break up or ANYTHING. IF that were to happen i WOULD STILL want to go to UNF. i HATE FSU. its NOT good for me...its NOT cuz im not giving ity a chance.. its cuz IM not happy here. and i know me and i know whats best for me i know this place is not. and thats why im transferring. even if chris was completely out of the picture id STILL go back. hell who knows maybe eventually ill try another college and like that better other than UNF. but for now thats what im choosing to do FOR MYSELF. so i dont mean to be a bitch but im sick of everyone thinking they know what i feel and think.
::siggh::
this isnt directed to anyone particular..its jsut been on my mind alot lately. so i figured id use my good old lj to get it out.
other than that htings r good.
hopefully my next update can be happy.
so im sure most of u dont want to hear so dont read on if u dont wanna hear some bitchin.
im really sick of everyone thinking they know whats best for me...or assuming they know why im doing things... or if they dont like something im doing in my life or SOMEONE in my life they automatically think its not right for me. let me preface by saying NO IM NOT GOING TO UNF BECAUSE OF CHRIS. im sooo tired of everyone thinking and saying this. its driving me INSANE. first of all i love chris. VERY MUCH. he MAKES me happy. soo see here...anyone who doesnt like him needs to get OVER it. im staying with him. hes WONDERFUL for me ragardless of what u all think. secondly, no matter how much in love i am with chris(and trust me its alot) im NOT going to UNF for him. im going there for me. im not stupid people. apparently most of u think im an ignorant girl who has no brains. well ur very wrong. i know something could happen tommorow where (godforbid) me and chris could break up or ANYTHING. IF that were to happen i WOULD STILL want to go to UNF. i HATE FSU. its NOT good for me...its NOT cuz im not giving ity a chance.. its cuz IM not happy here. and i know me and i know whats best for me i know this place is not. and thats why im transferring. even if chris was completely out of the picture id STILL go back. hell who knows maybe eventually ill try another college and like that better other than UNF. but for now thats what im choosing to do FOR MYSELF. so i dont mean to be a bitch but im sick of everyone thinking they know what i feel and think.
::siggh::
this isnt directed to anyone particular..its jsut been on my mind alot lately. so i figured id use my good old lj to get it out.
other than that htings r good.
hopefully my next update can be happy.