fiesty arent we, maybe a little testy as well. Well you are right I am a mean one, and how would you know fred is still here lol u have no way whatsoever of finding that out. well anyways as to the airforce he is defiantley leaving this time lol, what you said is what everyone else said, and then well he asked to have the soonest shp date possible and they finally relized thier litle freddie would be gone.I was wrong about on thing tho he isnt going to be a pilot he chose to be SF which is security forces and you know what they do right now....they fly straight over to iraq and act as the airforces police aka infantry. As to my biased opinion, there isn really one I know youe are the nicest person I have ever heard of porbaby the greatet thing to ever happn to fred, but i stick up for him so I blame you even tho we all know it was freds dumbass fault. As to him reading this I dont think he does or hed kick my ass for bothering u. LOL you have heard, ill tell you what you tell me how you heard he is still here and Ill convince him what he is thinking is right, and that is to come see you before he leaves.
yes very testy and fiesty. and how the hell would u know if i have no way of finding that out cuz i do. and i know he hasnt left yet. and i cant tell you how i know becuz its not my place to tell. but trust me i do. and since i cant tell u im sure u wont convince him. but if u have any heart in you u would convince him to come see me before he leaves...becuz if he truly is leaving then...i need to see him....and if he is thinking about coming to see me...then he should. so even tho u dont like me very much and u blame me for everything...please convince him. why is he leaving.....is this what he truly wants to do? :(
well tell me your secret and ill make him see you becuase he really does want to see u again, Ill just whisper sweet nothings into his ear, the thing is somehow you got his phone number which can get him into some trouble you see, meaning there is a judus in his presence, a name for a chance to see fred again ali think it over
his phone number? i do not have his phone number. i have his old one but then he switched phones and i dont know his new number. and even if i did have it i wouldnt call it. im not stupid. i only talk to fred if he comes to talk to me first becuz i never know if im allowed to or if ill get him in trouble or if he even wants to talk to me for that matter. so no names to give u becuz theres no judus. so if fred wants to see me again....then hes gonna have to do it on his own. which i wish he would....but theres nothing i can do to make it happen...except get my hops up high..which probablly is a bad thing to do but i always do it when it comes to frederick.
I have judged you wrong alexandra and for that I am sorry, I will have a talk with fred about what I have been doing on this journal, wether he gets mad or not he should know how you feel.1 question tho, if he asked u to move with him where ever the airforce sends him would you?? Would you pack up and leave school to be with him for the rest of yor life; or would that be to much for you to handle, I am whispering words into his head that are brining to light how bad lisa treats him and he is contemplating breaking it off for good once he actually joins the airforce that would leave a giant place open for you my dear and Id love to see you fill it, but only if you could be with him thru thick and thin
thank u :) now about moving with him..i couldnt answer that yet...becuz you see soo many times fred has made it seem like he would leave lisa and i believed he would and he ended up not doing it...so i would have to see how fred truly feels about it all and talk to him myself and see if he was serious. becuz no offense but i dont know who u r so i dont know if all of this is true. id have to talk to frederick myself. but yes i love fred so i would stick with him... but if have to see if he would do the same for me. but i appreciate you telling him how i feel if you end up doing so. and im glad u see now that i really am and will always be in love with fred.
wellone thing was easy enough to take care of; fred had alreadt decided to come see you before he left so....as to the other stuff I dont know what the f he is doing about all that. Everyday lisa does something mean or unuasul or even getsd mad cuase fred acts like a little kid sometimes and he think "i remeber when me and ali used to do that" or "ali would never judge me and make me feel bad like that" yet he continues to let himself be mistreated so i dont know whats going on personall I think hed be better of with u especiaslly if u would leave with him but whatever I have to go ill keep u inofomred
oo he is gonna come see me?! goood :) yay. ::siggh:: as for the other stuff...i deno.... i dont think hell leave lisa...he says he will but he never does. which i dont understand why if shes mean and if she gets mad at him all the time. me and fred used to have soooo much fun together. o well. ok well thank u for keeping me informed :)
yeah well i dont hink hell leave lisa either and well I dont really no why so I guess where in the same boat, I think it might be tht they have been together for almost 2 years and he dosent know what to do if he didnt have her..well its just a theory i guess or maybe its cuase they live together or that his parent really like her i dont knoow but I think he going to the falloutbouy concert tommorow at freebirds if u hapopen to be ther who knows what would happen "wink" I "thinhk" as in he will be ther so be there or be square ali hed love to see u and "whispers" lisa will not be there, repeat will not"
ehh...i dont see a point. hes with lisa.... and he isnt gonna leave her.i just need to let go...its jsut hopeless. :(... i cant keep holding on to something that isnt there. i dont see how fred could love me so much if hes rather be with lisa. apparently he loves her alot more and always has. o well. ill always love him way more than he does me. :(..
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why is he leaving.....is this what he truly wants to do? :(
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Would you pack up and leave school to be with him for the rest of yor life; or would that be to much for you to handle, I am whispering words into his head that are brining to light how bad lisa treats him
and he is contemplating breaking it off for good once he actually joins the airforce that would leave a giant place open for you my dear and Id love to see you fill it, but only if you could be with him thru thick and thin
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grrr...fuck.
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