Lots to think about ...
First off, I'm in a bad mood. I'm getting easily irritated n I don't like it. Well, just with my family. I get like this quite a bit. Anyway ... I've been thinking lately. Just about stuff. Like how I miss David n the fun times we had. Too bad he was the one who said we'd have to talk more about it n we could still be friends n talk n whatever, yet he hasn't called me once. I want my sweathshirt back. I'm so looking forward to this new endeavor though. (Karli lol) It's gonna be somewhat of a challenge though, but that's alright. I'm willing to slow things down n wait n make it come to me.
Another thing I've been thinking about is something Mr. Lindsay said to me once. I was staying after school with Ashley n we were getting help studying for a test n he was talking about how generations now just want more more more n better better better n no one appreciates anything simple anymore. All they want is more advanced n better stuff n can't just be happy with what they have. Like my parents right now, they're being so picky about my car, which I can understand. It needs to be reliable n everything, but still. N our new deck. Yeah we got money back on the insurance claim for that, but my mom thinks she can out n buy all this new stuff when really we can't. N my bro just beat the shit outta his bike so he needs a new one. So they're gonna go blow money on that. It just upsets me cuz I wish people would be happy with old stuff that still works super good n not worry so much about keeping up with everything n technology n stuff. Yeah I get that way sometimes, but we really need to take a step back n see how lucky we are to have what we do. idk ... I'm gonna go n maybe elaborate more on this some other time. Later.
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