because i know who you are
hello my pretty darlings,
summer's here again. tis that crazy time of music and apathy and late nights and wondering. took my s.a.t. today, or rather, yesterday. i think it went well, maybe a little too well (but that's just the fear of failure talking). i was ridiculously tense, and i flew through my essay and the first two sections like i was the white rabbit. realized i had to calm down when my hands were shaking and i couldn't stop them. so yeah, glad that's over with. don't know why i reacted the way i did, but then it might have been the speech i heard on the way there, along the lines of: "this is your ticket into college. don't screw it up. i don't want you to try, i want you to do it perfectly. how much do you think you'll score? 2500?". not to mention i got home at 2 a.m. the night prior, so i was on about 4 hours of sleep. so really, i'm very glad that's done for now.
i want it to be june 21st and july 15th and august 6th (warped), except i don't want summer to be over. so everyone have a good vacation.
summer's here again. tis that crazy time of music and apathy and late nights and wondering. took my s.a.t. today, or rather, yesterday. i think it went well, maybe a little too well (but that's just the fear of failure talking). i was ridiculously tense, and i flew through my essay and the first two sections like i was the white rabbit. realized i had to calm down when my hands were shaking and i couldn't stop them. so yeah, glad that's over with. don't know why i reacted the way i did, but then it might have been the speech i heard on the way there, along the lines of: "this is your ticket into college. don't screw it up. i don't want you to try, i want you to do it perfectly. how much do you think you'll score? 2500?". not to mention i got home at 2 a.m. the night prior, so i was on about 4 hours of sleep. so really, i'm very glad that's done for now.
i want it to be june 21st and july 15th and august 6th (warped), except i don't want summer to be over. so everyone have a good vacation.