FIC: All I Did For You Was Everything (Gwen/Arthur, R)

[starry_laa]

All I Did For You Was Everything

Characters: Arthur/Gwen, Merlin, Morgana
Rating: R
Summary: Gwen escapes Helios’ hold and goes to warn Camelot about his and Morgana’s pending attack. But Gwen is no longer the Gwen she used to be and her homecoming goes nothing like how she imagined it would. A speculation fic/character exploratory piece with

Comments

[hmsharmony]

It saddens her when she realises that she hadn’t been so indispensable to him after all.

JFC LHARA JUST KILL ME.

I DO NOT LIKE YOU. AND BY THAT I MEAN I LOVE YOU. BUT OH GOD.

Even though you gave me a fair warning I wasn't prepared for how angsty this would be. Although thank goodness for the Merlin section, or I would have been an absolute mess.

WHAT HAS THIS SHOW DONE TO US?

(Although I'm grateful to that wretched story line if only because it resulted in this lovely piece and more Merlin fic from you.)

Going to go drown my sorrows in chocolate. IF I'M FROWNY FACE DURING THE PANTO YOU KNOW WHY.

[starry_laa]

OH DON'T WORRY, JEN. NO DOUBT THE TWO OF THEM WILL RECONCILE IN THE SHOW AND ARTHUR WILL FORGIVE HER AND GWEN WILL FORGET WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Lol, I think writing this made me in a bad mood. I went to take the dog for a walk and was not ~happy.

I do honestly think Merlin is Gwen's safetynet; despite what others think, he isn't to blame in this. He's the only one who cared for her wellbeing.

THIS SHOW HAS TURNED US INTO CYNICS.

Thank you, lovely!!! I hope you have decent chocolates. And if a cheesy panto doesn't help, then we're doomed!!! ♥

[hmsharmony]

BUT I DON'T WANT THAT.

Aw, I'm sorry, bb. D= Hopefully we can fix any bad mood with today's outing!

Oh God, yes, yes he is. And if the show goes the way we all expect, I will be watching it purely for Merlin/Gwen (is it sad that now all I want out of this freaking episode is for Arthur to apologize and recognize his decision was a terrible one? Not even recognizing that he abused his power -- just that he made a mistake. WHY DOES THIS SHOW MAKE IT SO I HAVE THE LOWEST EXPECTATIONS?).

In all of my tears over this fantastic piece, I forgot to say the most important part: this is amazing, bb. ♥ Hurt like hell, but EXCELLENT.

[starry_laa]

I hope so! Today at work was stressful, so...

IKR!!! Our expectations should be higher...

Thank you, Jen, so glad you think so! <333

[anjali_organna]

It saddens her when she realises that she hadn’t been so indispensable to him after all.

THIS WAS THE COMMENT I WAS GOING TO TALK ABOUT.

WHYYYY LHARA WHYYY.

[hmsharmony]

ISN'T SHE THE WORST?

AND BY THE WORST I MEAN THE BEST. THAT LINE.

FUCK.

;_;

[starry_laa]

Because it's truuuuuuuuue. Arthur needs to read his journal more often so he remembers what he says. :(

<3333