Nov 14, 2006 18:44
I've been having a rough couple of days. This whole semester has been like a crazy out of control rollercoaster. I'll have a great week and the next will be full of tears, fears and worries. I've been falling and falling further into a whirlwind of emotions and feelings that I don't even know how to explain. I've been feeling really distant from everyone around me lately. Jeremy is one of the few and constant people that have showed me that they care enough about me to grab my hand and never let go while I'm in that position...honestly I fall more and more in love with him everyday. He's made me a much better person that I was originally and he's had unconditional faith in me and has believed in and encouraged me to do the best that I can and he's given me hope for the future. If that isn't the greatest gift that someone can give you then I don't know what is... He's amazing...
And I know that day by day with the help of Jeremy, my three best friends (who i love so muchhh and miss soooooo SOOOO much), my parents and others around me, I'll somehow be able to overcome the hardships of this semester and come out of this whole crazy experience feeling more confident and stronger than ever before...