**sigh**
i'm not so sure what to write about today. i finally got to get all my feelings out to my sis...you not becky lol. so i feel loads better. and i really wish we could hang out a lot more. it's the whole working thing i think that is interfering with it mostly. i would come over all the time if i didn't have to work so much to pay my damn bills. stupid economy lol. and today i'm already done working but i have to do like 12 loads of laundry because i haven't done it in forever. it's ridiculous you should see the pile on the side of my bed right now lol. it's the length of my bed and probably half the height. it's great. it'll only take the other half of my life lol. but i do feel so much better after i talk to you about stuff. so we are gunna have to have a spend the night day every week or at least every other week or few days or something. we've gotta vent lol. and drink. damn drunks we are.
but i still am not so sure what to do. and me and becky are supposed to possibly be going to wild country this saturday night after i'm off work but we'll see how that goes i guess. cuz i can't get ahold of her. it's driving me up the wall. she refuses to answer the phone and i don't know why. and then she gets mad at me for not answering mine lol. at least i have a reason, say i'm at work. nope she's watching tv and didn't want to answer lol. i'm like ok i think you can pick up the phone even when the tvs on ya know? lol. she's so dumb. but i definitely need to know what's goin on. and she was supposed to ask dan and all those other guys if they wanted to come so i hope she did but i'm sure she didn't because she's becky and she makes me mad a lot lol. SIGH. anyway. i guess i better get started on the mountain of laundry i've got goin on....and i rented movies from work so i'll pop one of those in too i suppose. anywho. write back if you get a chance if not i guess maybe i will see you online later tonite sometime. love you.
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but i still am not so sure what to do. and me and becky are supposed to possibly be going to wild country this saturday night after i'm off work but we'll see how that goes i guess. cuz i can't get ahold of her. it's driving me up the wall. she refuses to answer the phone and i don't know why. and then she gets mad at me for not answering mine lol. at least i have a reason, say i'm at work. nope she's watching tv and didn't want to answer lol. i'm like ok i think you can pick up the phone even when the tvs on ya know? lol. she's so dumb. but i definitely need to know what's goin on. and she was supposed to ask dan and all those other guys if they wanted to come so i hope she did but i'm sure she didn't because she's becky and she makes me mad a lot lol. SIGH. anyway. i guess i better get started on the mountain of laundry i've got goin on....and i rented movies from work so i'll pop one of those in too i suppose. anywho. write back if you get a chance if not i guess maybe i will see you online later tonite sometime. love you.
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