sooooooooo tired

[starry_eyes21]

so this random guy that gave me his number hung out with me and adam and a bunch of other people tonite at a karaoke bar...we sat...the rest of us talked, while he didn't. it was sooo awkward. i mean i didn't want to go on a date with the guy anyway because i was totally uncomfortable with the whole situation...but yeah thought i'd share that...it was just genuinely boring. i mean the rest of us were laughing it up and he was laughing with us but i think maybe he was uncomfortable too since he didn't know anyone on top of the fact that he doesn't know me very well. so yeah.
i haven't really talked to you since last nite about the whole brad thing...i thought i'd tell you that i left him a message on his cell too just to let him know that i'm here if he wanted to talk. but he didn't call back. so i assume he's ok. i hope he is anyway. you'll have to make sure you let me know when you find out. leave me a message on here or something. i'm really tired so i'm gunna hit the sack here....i will talk to you later i guess...
i love you sister.
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