2003
2003 has been a very eventful year.
one major thing that happened to me was starting school in a new city... this was really hard for me at first, but now i seem to have it under control and ive met so many nice, and new ppl! .. thank you all for making that a very easy transistion for me! and jess i love how we have gotten so much closer now that we moved, that means a whole lot to me lol. :)
the other major thing that seems to stick in my mind is a fight i had with someone, this seems to be one of the biggest mistakes ive ever made in my life. im happy that some of the other ppl that were involved, i am now talking to again. but im truly sorry and i have given u time, and it was a horrible mistake, and i just want you to know that i am always here for u, whenever u want to forgive me... and even if u dont, i just want you to know that.
i dont know if u ever even read this, but if u do, its out here for u to see. i miss you.
the last thing that has happened this year is this one:
this thing really isnt just this year.. i guess it has been for last year to, but this year it really set in on me. .. all my hs jew ppl! lol.. what has happened to us? it makes me really sad to think about how close we used to be and how much we have all drifted away. remember all of the parties, and the zayin class, remember all of the fun times we had together? we were such a close knit group of ppl.. and although a lot of shit went on sometimes, i miss it all! lol.. and i constantly think about that whole year when we were in 7th grade, and even before, when life was so good. dont u want to just live it over again? i for one, know that i wouldnt be the same without all of u back in the day. the few ppl that i have talked about the olden days with, have felt the same way. and come on.. we can start it up again! lol. remember some of u, when we would go to the movies like every weekend, all of us. how much fun was that! u guys were my social life. and now..idk.. i just miss it. and i wanted to share it with u. maybe im just saying this so that u know ur not alone, or maybe if u dont feel the same way, u just see how much of a pathetic loser i am lol.. i love all of you more than life :)
leave me comments! i love you all.. and i am gratful for my life, and all of my friends. u are amazing ppl! :)
<3 Rach
one major thing that happened to me was starting school in a new city... this was really hard for me at first, but now i seem to have it under control and ive met so many nice, and new ppl! .. thank you all for making that a very easy transistion for me! and jess i love how we have gotten so much closer now that we moved, that means a whole lot to me lol. :)
the other major thing that seems to stick in my mind is a fight i had with someone, this seems to be one of the biggest mistakes ive ever made in my life. im happy that some of the other ppl that were involved, i am now talking to again. but im truly sorry and i have given u time, and it was a horrible mistake, and i just want you to know that i am always here for u, whenever u want to forgive me... and even if u dont, i just want you to know that.
i dont know if u ever even read this, but if u do, its out here for u to see. i miss you.
the last thing that has happened this year is this one:
this thing really isnt just this year.. i guess it has been for last year to, but this year it really set in on me. .. all my hs jew ppl! lol.. what has happened to us? it makes me really sad to think about how close we used to be and how much we have all drifted away. remember all of the parties, and the zayin class, remember all of the fun times we had together? we were such a close knit group of ppl.. and although a lot of shit went on sometimes, i miss it all! lol.. and i constantly think about that whole year when we were in 7th grade, and even before, when life was so good. dont u want to just live it over again? i for one, know that i wouldnt be the same without all of u back in the day. the few ppl that i have talked about the olden days with, have felt the same way. and come on.. we can start it up again! lol. remember some of u, when we would go to the movies like every weekend, all of us. how much fun was that! u guys were my social life. and now..idk.. i just miss it. and i wanted to share it with u. maybe im just saying this so that u know ur not alone, or maybe if u dont feel the same way, u just see how much of a pathetic loser i am lol.. i love all of you more than life :)
leave me comments! i love you all.. and i am gratful for my life, and all of my friends. u are amazing ppl! :)
<3 Rach