la la la .... busy busy busy...
....happy tuesday everyone... (grrr, its only tuesday)
im sitting here at work scanning things so i figured while im doing that i'll do something else to pass the time...THIS! :)I've been really busy all morning... we are working on a sweepstakes thing so i was copying things for that and cutting the entry form things out, we're also working on a HUGE mailing that is basically all me lol... so i have lots to do with that... only im kind of at a standstill now untill my other boss gets here to help with these label things that arent being cooperative... so in the mean time, im doing the boring stuff that doesnt require much of a thought process...zzzzz, its making me want to fall asleep...anyways...
yesterday after work i went by al's to change and then i went to hang out with my mom for a couple of hours... ive been spending a lot more time with her which is good, we get along a lot better now... i see her atleast 2 times a week and we usually spend a day together on the weekends... yesterday we just kind of hung out and watched tv... talked about my sister and how dumb she is for running away again... she got me a sub to take for lunch today -what a nice mom :) i went by wills after to talk to him and his parents and then went back home and actually went to bed early like i wanted to... couldnt believe that...not that it mattered much cuz i was still tired when i woke up this morning... :( i guess that wont ever change.. esp. when i start taking classes...
will said something about wanting to go buy fireworks today after i get off work.. he loves the fact that im 18 now and can buy them for him! so i think hes coming to get me from al's after work so we can go and do that... it would be fun and it will give me something to look forward to... its been fun staying at his house on the weekend... i know im gonna miss that, but ill live really close so it will be better than when i lived at deer hollow... we had a good weekend....friday was just kind of a lazy day, i went over there and he was still at the YMCA with Dan so i just talked to his mom... when he got home we ate dinner and watched the incredibles, will cleaned the pool during that so him and i watched it again at like 10 pm... it was actually really nice... i enjoyed just laying there and watching the movie with him, and laughing and joking around... that sounds really lame but we needed that i think... then we went to bed cuz will was about to die from speed camp and working out that he did that day... saturday will worked so i went and hung out with my mom and dad...me and my mom picked up subs and went to walmart to get some things and to my lil' cuz'z house... i got to play with play-doh which i havent done in years and watch my lil cuz catch lizards, that was a sight lemme tell ya.. then i went back to wills and took a nap while he mowed lawns.. then we went over to bill and christys to have dinner... NACHOS! they were really good... then will and i went to the mall, which i didnt wanna do at first but im glad we did cuz i had a really good time! :) will bought me this lil' finding nemo wearing a graduation hat... sooooo cute! :)we came home and went swimming, ate macaroni and watched some television, we were both really tired so we went to bed... sunday i had to go meet my grents at the mall and we went and ordered the truck for next weekend and had lunch... sunday evening will and i ended up driving all the way down to reddington shores..we stopped by and spent a lil time at marilyns... it was sad, im used to her running around like a chicken with her head cut off all the time and being all excited and she deffinately wasnt... her house just wasnt the same... its sad to think back just a year ago when will and i and his family spent the 4rth of july weekend over there, we all had so much fun and marilyn was so ALIVE, its sad to think that it probably wont ever be like that again, we wont get to have another weekend like that again... :( puts a lot of things in perspective thats for sure... after that we went to johns pass which started out fun untill i made a big deal out of something that i really didnt have a right to... so we left... the ride home was sad and i cried most of the way, lots of reasons but mainly because i miss will... i miss how we used to be together and how he used to be towards me... sometimes i see that come back once in awhile but hes still angry at me and that kind of puts a big block between us... its frustrating, but i know it will get better... :) i hope i can see him today...
well i have lots to do now... ill write later...
im sitting here at work scanning things so i figured while im doing that i'll do something else to pass the time...THIS! :)I've been really busy all morning... we are working on a sweepstakes thing so i was copying things for that and cutting the entry form things out, we're also working on a HUGE mailing that is basically all me lol... so i have lots to do with that... only im kind of at a standstill now untill my other boss gets here to help with these label things that arent being cooperative... so in the mean time, im doing the boring stuff that doesnt require much of a thought process...zzzzz, its making me want to fall asleep...anyways...
yesterday after work i went by al's to change and then i went to hang out with my mom for a couple of hours... ive been spending a lot more time with her which is good, we get along a lot better now... i see her atleast 2 times a week and we usually spend a day together on the weekends... yesterday we just kind of hung out and watched tv... talked about my sister and how dumb she is for running away again... she got me a sub to take for lunch today -what a nice mom :) i went by wills after to talk to him and his parents and then went back home and actually went to bed early like i wanted to... couldnt believe that...not that it mattered much cuz i was still tired when i woke up this morning... :( i guess that wont ever change.. esp. when i start taking classes...
will said something about wanting to go buy fireworks today after i get off work.. he loves the fact that im 18 now and can buy them for him! so i think hes coming to get me from al's after work so we can go and do that... it would be fun and it will give me something to look forward to... its been fun staying at his house on the weekend... i know im gonna miss that, but ill live really close so it will be better than when i lived at deer hollow... we had a good weekend....friday was just kind of a lazy day, i went over there and he was still at the YMCA with Dan so i just talked to his mom... when he got home we ate dinner and watched the incredibles, will cleaned the pool during that so him and i watched it again at like 10 pm... it was actually really nice... i enjoyed just laying there and watching the movie with him, and laughing and joking around... that sounds really lame but we needed that i think... then we went to bed cuz will was about to die from speed camp and working out that he did that day... saturday will worked so i went and hung out with my mom and dad...me and my mom picked up subs and went to walmart to get some things and to my lil' cuz'z house... i got to play with play-doh which i havent done in years and watch my lil cuz catch lizards, that was a sight lemme tell ya.. then i went back to wills and took a nap while he mowed lawns.. then we went over to bill and christys to have dinner... NACHOS! they were really good... then will and i went to the mall, which i didnt wanna do at first but im glad we did cuz i had a really good time! :) will bought me this lil' finding nemo wearing a graduation hat... sooooo cute! :)we came home and went swimming, ate macaroni and watched some television, we were both really tired so we went to bed... sunday i had to go meet my grents at the mall and we went and ordered the truck for next weekend and had lunch... sunday evening will and i ended up driving all the way down to reddington shores..we stopped by and spent a lil time at marilyns... it was sad, im used to her running around like a chicken with her head cut off all the time and being all excited and she deffinately wasnt... her house just wasnt the same... its sad to think back just a year ago when will and i and his family spent the 4rth of july weekend over there, we all had so much fun and marilyn was so ALIVE, its sad to think that it probably wont ever be like that again, we wont get to have another weekend like that again... :( puts a lot of things in perspective thats for sure... after that we went to johns pass which started out fun untill i made a big deal out of something that i really didnt have a right to... so we left... the ride home was sad and i cried most of the way, lots of reasons but mainly because i miss will... i miss how we used to be together and how he used to be towards me... sometimes i see that come back once in awhile but hes still angry at me and that kind of puts a big block between us... its frustrating, but i know it will get better... :) i hope i can see him today...
well i have lots to do now... ill write later...