so yea... i decided im going to be nice and lj-cut this little ditty for you so if you dont want to read... then you dont have to click.
my birthday saturday was really sucky in the morning. i woke up grouchy and adam got mad at me because i couldnt stay with him the 8 days that we planned. my mom totally flipped her fucking skull because she found out our plans. so, we compromised on 1 day which turned into 2. i went to my aunt debbies and ate my cake with them and my cousins and then i went to speedway gas station and bought my FIRST LEGAL PACK OF CIGARETTES!!! i was soo nervous buying them and i dont know why. i felt like i was breaking the law altho i wasnt, lol. i went to adams and we had the GREATEST NITE EVER!!! we took 2 showers together... mmmmm... and, we made love in the greatest way possible. it was sooo fucking romantic that i cried. yes, leah nugent cried during sex. we talked the whole time... telling eachother how much we love eachother and stuff. i loved it. i spent the nite with him saturday and sunday. we took 4 showers altogether, lol. he washed my all over with soap and stuff and i wash him. mmm. and, we tried a new kind of sex, lol. anyone wanna guess what that was? it was really damned painful but i kinda liked it at the same time. today he was making me french fries and he cut the tip of his finger off. there was sooooo much blood. i thought he needed stitches but my baby can take the pain of bleeding to death, lol. he said it didnt hurt. now im home and im extra damned bored because i wanna spend the nite with him again. we're going to circle center tomorrow so ill probly spend the nite with him then or something and take 15 million more showers with him because showers by my self dont sound too apealing anymore. he makes it so fun. but, he likes the water boiling hot and my skin cant take that kind of pain, lol. shove a dick in my ass? fine... but no to the hot water, lol. im soooo silly. his mom bought him hella condoms for christas. a twisted pleasure kind and the a warming sensations kind. she looked at me and was like, "do you like those leah?" HAHA... i started cracking up. ive bought like 4 packs of cigarettes and now thats what im doing. smoking and updating. so yea... im bout to go now, lol. <
i never thought love would be this grand and feel so right.