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For some reason, I feel like I’m falling apart inside. I think I’m just really stressed. I had been handling everything pretty decent for awhile…but it’s like all of a sudden, I’m not acting like me all of the time. I don’t have as much energy, am not as cheerful as usual, and I’m a carbonated Danielle…ready to burst. Like today in Spanish, I was asking the teacher about when I could make Destinos (gah I hate it!) up, and I got really really worried about it all of a sudden and I started talking fast, but didn’t even realize it. She’s like calm down and I said “I am CalM!!” Not a Danielle thing to do, would you say? I mean I didn’t scream it, cause I don’t do that to teachers, but later Patrick was like are you alright? That’s when it hit me, I’m NOT the kind of person to be stressed to the point of people like teachers noticing. Maybe I’m trying to juggle too much? Maybe I’m just freaking out at something tiny.
It’s all the small things that have been adding up, though.
Like AP…I’m soo behind in reading. (but truly plan to make it up this weekend! ) Then theres Spanish where I have no idea how this project is going to be written and memorized this weekend?! Physics is just outta control hard…and the lab I really wanted to get accomplished was quite frustrating b/c a kid who was real smart knew how to do it but wouldn’t explain. In English I have 300 pages to read in Enemy of God and vocabulary book to do. I’m gonna be the director of the Childrens “stuff” at church. (Actually, I’m really looking forward to this though!!) I really hope Shower Cap Kids ends up good…it’s just really hard to write and everything right now. And speech team….ah, I don’t know what to do. We have no script and I’m really stressed because if I do something I want it to be done right, and it won’t be if we don’t even have a script yet.
Hey. Maybe that’s the problem. ->If I do something, I want it to be done right. <- Is that the problem? I take on a lot of things, but want them all to be done the way I know I can get them done. And then when they’re not done the best, I get stressed. Hmm…something for me to ponder I guess, not that I have anytime to do that either.
…I know I’ll be fine! I should look at this as a test from God…maybe it’s to bring me closer to Him, or for me to realize that sometimes, I can‘t do everything or to bring me closer to someone else…‘Cause everything happens for a reason, no?
For the time, does anyone know of any good stress relievers??? It’d be greatly appreciated.
I’m goin to see Polar Express tonight with a bunch of the girls. Maybe that’ll help!
Thanks to everyone who is always there for me…I don’t know how you guys do it, but you know when I’m in need of someone, and you make me feel better!
I hope everyones having a great week! If you ever need to talk…I’m here, no joke. Never be afraid to come talk to me, even if its about the dumbest things!!
Luv,
Danielle
It’s all the small things that have been adding up, though.
Like AP…I’m soo behind in reading. (but truly plan to make it up this weekend! ) Then theres Spanish where I have no idea how this project is going to be written and memorized this weekend?! Physics is just outta control hard…and the lab I really wanted to get accomplished was quite frustrating b/c a kid who was real smart knew how to do it but wouldn’t explain. In English I have 300 pages to read in Enemy of God and vocabulary book to do. I’m gonna be the director of the Childrens “stuff” at church. (Actually, I’m really looking forward to this though!!) I really hope Shower Cap Kids ends up good…it’s just really hard to write and everything right now. And speech team….ah, I don’t know what to do. We have no script and I’m really stressed because if I do something I want it to be done right, and it won’t be if we don’t even have a script yet.
Hey. Maybe that’s the problem. ->If I do something, I want it to be done right. <- Is that the problem? I take on a lot of things, but want them all to be done the way I know I can get them done. And then when they’re not done the best, I get stressed. Hmm…something for me to ponder I guess, not that I have anytime to do that either.
…I know I’ll be fine! I should look at this as a test from God…maybe it’s to bring me closer to Him, or for me to realize that sometimes, I can‘t do everything or to bring me closer to someone else…‘Cause everything happens for a reason, no?
For the time, does anyone know of any good stress relievers??? It’d be greatly appreciated.
I’m goin to see Polar Express tonight with a bunch of the girls. Maybe that’ll help!
Thanks to everyone who is always there for me…I don’t know how you guys do it, but you know when I’m in need of someone, and you make me feel better!
I hope everyones having a great week! If you ever need to talk…I’m here, no joke. Never be afraid to come talk to me, even if its about the dumbest things!!
Luv,
Danielle