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I realized today how I let everyone that I like hurt me. Not physically of course. This mostly deals with guys. Girls have hurt me before but not as hard or as much considering I don't fall for them. Yes well every guy that i've ever liked pretty much has hurt me. Not always intentially either, but they still do. It might not even be something that they do to me personally. For instance say someone is a really good person but would rather not show that side of themeselves and opt to act like a jerk. Two guys come mind with that saying. Anyway I also can not figure out why guys don't like me. This has pretty much puzzled me for about my whole life. I can not figure it out. I literally sit down sometimes and just ask myself why no one likes me. That's pretty sad, I know, but it really does bother me. This is a really depressing entry. I hate those kind, but sometimes you just have to let it all out. It's horrible to keep it bottled up inside.
On a happier note I decided to pick this picture for my senior year book picture.
-With Love
Amanda
On a happier note I decided to pick this picture for my senior year book picture.
-With Love
Amanda