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What a weekend. I got a lot of things off my chest and I feel so much better. I filled my parents in on a lot of whats wrong with me, hopefully now my mom will stop worrying I'm gonna hurt myself. That's been kind of annoying. I slept two nights in a row soundly for the first time in quite a while. I had a good solid weekend taking care of myself.
For the first time in a couple months I can say I'm looking forward to the week ahead of me. There's a downer of a funeral tomorrow (my dying Uncle previously mentioned passed away earlier this week, I think it was probably for the best, what with all his problems) but I'm gonna try and salvage it by stopping off in Modesto to visit Jaime who I haven't seen in about a year! Then there's a job interview and fingers crossed a new job on the other side of it waiting for me. Maybe I finally can even go back to saving money again! And to top it off, I've made not one but 3 new friends, 2 of which I might already have plans this week with! Oh and a friend-date with Mulysa for the post secret show! I'm gonna be a busy one.
I'm hoping that I'm starting to see the sun through the storm. Only time will tell though. I feel much more centered and ready for whatever is coming than I have for a long time. I hope it lasts a while.
For the first time in a couple months I can say I'm looking forward to the week ahead of me. There's a downer of a funeral tomorrow (my dying Uncle previously mentioned passed away earlier this week, I think it was probably for the best, what with all his problems) but I'm gonna try and salvage it by stopping off in Modesto to visit Jaime who I haven't seen in about a year! Then there's a job interview and fingers crossed a new job on the other side of it waiting for me. Maybe I finally can even go back to saving money again! And to top it off, I've made not one but 3 new friends, 2 of which I might already have plans this week with! Oh and a friend-date with Mulysa for the post secret show! I'm gonna be a busy one.
I'm hoping that I'm starting to see the sun through the storm. Only time will tell though. I feel much more centered and ready for whatever is coming than I have for a long time. I hope it lasts a while.