I'm making myself believe in you..
I'ts been awhile..
School is aight. Could be better. I'm worried about a couple of my classes though.. I shouldn't really be in all honors. Like i'm not that smart. But I usually pull it off so hopefully this year will be no different..
Yeah I'm pretty happy most of the time except I'm still not over some stuff I should have been over like 45847 weeks ago. And it hurts. You know when you care about someone so much but they don't really feel the same? It's a really empty feeling. One minute you have something that you could have lived without, and then it's gone and you have trouble living without it. It's hard to let go because you know what it feels like to have someone care about you that much, so when it's gone you feel as if you need it. Time flys kids.. things end so suddenly. You're so sure for a time and then that sureness goes away. So don't make the same mistake I did and don't take any of those times for granted. And tell you're friends you love them. Sometimes they just need to hear it.
Work is alright. I mean I don't like most of the managers and I hate the job for its repitiveness and it's extremely boring and hurts my feet. But I love most of the people (meaning teenagers) that I work with so I guess it's okay. It's a job. And my two best friends work there too and the money is pretty good. So I shall be staying for awhile. Even though they suck at scheduling and like to work me repeatedly 3-9 on school nights. And like all weekend. But I'm dealing.. and my schedules changing next week anyways because I gave them a note that said the hours I can work. Because they didn't really ask in the first place.
The good thing.. I actually have money in my wallet!!
Yeah I'm really busy during the week and I barely have time to do my homework nevermind come on here so I don't know when the next time I will update is. Maybe on the weekends I will. So no, I didn't fall off the face of the Earth. I'll still read comments though.
That was the longest and most boring entry I've ever written. I commend you if you read that.
School is aight. Could be better. I'm worried about a couple of my classes though.. I shouldn't really be in all honors. Like i'm not that smart. But I usually pull it off so hopefully this year will be no different..
Yeah I'm pretty happy most of the time except I'm still not over some stuff I should have been over like 45847 weeks ago. And it hurts. You know when you care about someone so much but they don't really feel the same? It's a really empty feeling. One minute you have something that you could have lived without, and then it's gone and you have trouble living without it. It's hard to let go because you know what it feels like to have someone care about you that much, so when it's gone you feel as if you need it. Time flys kids.. things end so suddenly. You're so sure for a time and then that sureness goes away. So don't make the same mistake I did and don't take any of those times for granted. And tell you're friends you love them. Sometimes they just need to hear it.
Work is alright. I mean I don't like most of the managers and I hate the job for its repitiveness and it's extremely boring and hurts my feet. But I love most of the people (meaning teenagers) that I work with so I guess it's okay. It's a job. And my two best friends work there too and the money is pretty good. So I shall be staying for awhile. Even though they suck at scheduling and like to work me repeatedly 3-9 on school nights. And like all weekend. But I'm dealing.. and my schedules changing next week anyways because I gave them a note that said the hours I can work. Because they didn't really ask in the first place.
The good thing.. I actually have money in my wallet!!
Yeah I'm really busy during the week and I barely have time to do my homework nevermind come on here so I don't know when the next time I will update is. Maybe on the weekends I will. So no, I didn't fall off the face of the Earth. I'll still read comments though.
That was the longest and most boring entry I've ever written. I commend you if you read that.