Aug 23, 2005 00:05
So maybe I've held on to things for too long. Call me crazy, but when I really care about someone that feeling lasts.. I don't just get over things when something changes. So maybe I've learned something about myself, and now I can move on.
I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. Its how life is.
I've started to like the fact that life is about not knowing. I don't want to know anything, I just want to trust that everything will work out for the best. I guess thats my new way of thinking..
Anyways, one week left of summer and I'm working most of it. I'm not ready for school, but I'm over summer.. does that make sense? haha