of a silent feeling
Times like this, I feel that I just want to sleep and wake up to a new day
.. I think I'm having PMS lol
Where I see an attached person, and feel like 'hey, I want to be attached too.'
When I feel empty wheen there's no unread text in my handphon, empty knowing that there won't be incoming texts/calls coming at night.
Haha, iunno. Thinking back about the things he did or did not do that made me down last time. And then thinking that, at least he did do something let's not talk about the things he did not do lol.
Stuffs happened lately. I can talk about the things that happened without feeling weird/awkward. I can talk and think about then, without thinking 'arh fuck, why am I still thinking and holding on to that, it's over anyways.'
He treats me nice and then ignores me.
I thought I was okay with everything. But then thoughts came into my mind.
If he likes another person now, if he gets together with another person now or later, if he didn't liked me anymore, if -
And then all these just means, I'm not entirely over because my hearts does ache when I think thoughts like these.
Starry, it's over. Don't think about it anymore.
Haha, I even thought I was mad then, because I thought back and hold onto things, because I do have dreams.
I'm not mad.. am I?
I'm well about it. I just want him to layan me, to not ignore me.
I don't want to be ignored. I know I'm an arse and selfish with my times but just, don't ignore me,
please.
Yes, I do wish about things but I know reality.
Just don't ignore me.
I just found out about Kate Nash yesterday, I have a love-hate relationship with her haha. The songs she composes, =) It's funny because, it so suits certain situations of mine. Especially Birds.
And what I feel at this moment, The Nicest Thing.
All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars
Actually, I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
All I know
Is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
I wish that we could see
If we could be something
/wistful/
.. I think I'm having PMS lol
Where I see an attached person, and feel like 'hey, I want to be attached too.'
When I feel empty wheen there's no unread text in my handphon, empty knowing that there won't be incoming texts/calls coming at night.
Haha, iunno. Thinking back about the things he did or did not do that made me down last time. And then thinking that, at least he did do something let's not talk about the things he did not do lol.
Stuffs happened lately. I can talk about the things that happened without feeling weird/awkward. I can talk and think about then, without thinking 'arh fuck, why am I still thinking and holding on to that, it's over anyways.'
He treats me nice and then ignores me.
I thought I was okay with everything. But then thoughts came into my mind.
If he likes another person now, if he gets together with another person now or later, if he didn't liked me anymore, if -
And then all these just means, I'm not entirely over because my hearts does ache when I think thoughts like these.
Starry, it's over. Don't think about it anymore.
Haha, I even thought I was mad then, because I thought back and hold onto things, because I do have dreams.
I'm not mad.. am I?
I'm well about it. I just want him to layan me, to not ignore me.
I don't want to be ignored. I know I'm an arse and selfish with my times but just, don't ignore me,
please.
Yes, I do wish about things but I know reality.
Just don't ignore me.
I just found out about Kate Nash yesterday, I have a love-hate relationship with her haha. The songs she composes, =) It's funny because, it so suits certain situations of mine. Especially Birds.
And what I feel at this moment, The Nicest Thing.
All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars
Actually, I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
All I know
Is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
I wish that we could see
If we could be something
/wistful/