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god dammit
i hate this fucking place
and everything going on
but there's no turning back
no.
no
no
no
its only been one day
i have no one to call and say goodnight to
no one to wake up and say goodmorning to
no snuggling
my mom had a point
i wanted to be in love so much and feel like someone of the opposite sex was taking care of me because my dad was essentially taken away from me when i was 7.
i never had a normal dad.
i never had a normal family.
i had no strong male figure
duh, its obvious.
listen to dr drew, geez.
seriously though.
i feel like a fish out of water.
The drunk kids, the catholics
They’re all about the same
They’re waiting for something
Hoping to be saved
Well I have been happy the past couple days
Just thinking of the women who’ve taken your place
And every night I think I certaintly won't ever sleep sober or alone
And then suddenly it occurs to me
I've slept alone before you
And so I pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand
And convince myself to lay back down again
i hate this fucking place
and everything going on
but there's no turning back
no.
no
no
no
its only been one day
i have no one to call and say goodnight to
no one to wake up and say goodmorning to
no snuggling
my mom had a point
i wanted to be in love so much and feel like someone of the opposite sex was taking care of me because my dad was essentially taken away from me when i was 7.
i never had a normal dad.
i never had a normal family.
i had no strong male figure
duh, its obvious.
listen to dr drew, geez.
seriously though.
i feel like a fish out of water.
The drunk kids, the catholics
They’re all about the same
They’re waiting for something
Hoping to be saved
Well I have been happy the past couple days
Just thinking of the women who’ve taken your place
And every night I think I certaintly won't ever sleep sober or alone
And then suddenly it occurs to me
I've slept alone before you
And so I pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand
And convince myself to lay back down again