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It's funny, the little things that suddenly occur to you out of nowhere. I mean, you realized it somewhere deep down inside, but you chose never to admit it to yourself.
It occurred to me that I have finally grown apart from my bestest best friend in high school, Nicole. It's weird to me, because I always thought we'd never grow apart, even though after a while I knew the whole religion thing might eventually come between us. Not that it has really, because we've never discussed it since high school when I stopped going to the FBC. But I just got so tired of hiding things in high school and I don't have to do it any more. But every time I am around her, I feel like I'm going back to that. But is it so wrong not to want to tell her things because I know she will be disappointed in me? She will always have a spot in my heart as my best friend, so it hurts when I know she's disappointed....
She's engaged to some guy I've never even met. And I found out by a message on myspace....
It occurred to me that I have finally grown apart from my bestest best friend in high school, Nicole. It's weird to me, because I always thought we'd never grow apart, even though after a while I knew the whole religion thing might eventually come between us. Not that it has really, because we've never discussed it since high school when I stopped going to the FBC. But I just got so tired of hiding things in high school and I don't have to do it any more. But every time I am around her, I feel like I'm going back to that. But is it so wrong not to want to tell her things because I know she will be disappointed in me? She will always have a spot in my heart as my best friend, so it hurts when I know she's disappointed....
She's engaged to some guy I've never even met. And I found out by a message on myspace....