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Ive been fed up lately. My life has been revolving around nothing. My parents are angering me to no end. My insanity is taking a real toll on me. My stress is fucking horrible. My grades are dropping in school. Im getting acne and huge black rings around my eyes from all of my stress. Its ridiculous. I have seriously 3 or 4 hours of homework due tomorrow and I didnt even start it. I have no time to do anything for myself anymore at all. I try to block everything out...but sometimes it doesnt work. I get headaches from my insanity. Im extremely irritable. Nobody I live with understands. I get absolute HELL from my family. Im having trouble not hating myself. Im having trouble not hating the world around me. Suicides been on my mind. Ive been crying a lot by myself. I dont know what the fuck is wrong. Im living a fucked up life. Hopefully this is just a phase. Im slipping away...and I need help.
Starr
Starr