Feb 12, 2002 00:36
i cant believe about all the thefts. This sucks. We have to lock our doors all the time. We are supposed to be safe. I don't feel safe.
I want to feel safe.
I guess now I am feeling very vulnerable ....
I dont know what to do about all the stress and especially someones departure coming up in a few weeks. If it doesn't kill me to see him go, It's gonna at least drain the hell out of me. I don't need that right now. I don't want him to go. I'm not sure I can handle it. Maybe I don't want to handle it.
I just like his arms around me.
Why is he leaving?
Why is it that everyone around me ends up leaving at one point or another?
I cant stand this.
He is one of my bestest friends in the world. I love him for so many reasons. Not just because of what has been happening in the last months, but for everything in the years that I have known him. The hugs, the kisses, the advice, the support..... everything. He means the world to me.
Oh gosh .... I'm crying already....
*sad*
Don't want beloved friend to move away....
too far away to touch.