All I want.....
All I want is someone to tell me that they "like me just the way I am"... with all of my faults.. all of my good points. Nothing matters. They like me for who I am, and who I want to be. For that... I would give the world. Just to have someone like me as much as I like them for once. To feel loved... I haven't felt truly loved by anyone in a long time. I am soo sick of games. So sick of being left out, while everyone around me finds someone to love. My brother, my sister. Why can't I... am I not loveable? Why can't I just be able to find someone... who WANTS to be there for me, who loves me, who clicks with me... I need that... I don't think with anyone, have I ever had that... an equal love affair.
I hate introducing my friends to guys I like, because they always go for my friends. I guess I'm not pretty enough, or smart enough, or maybe I'm not thin enough.
It seems I always get into these self destructing relationships where I like the guy much much more than they like me. Or they are leaving, or the cheat on me, or hit me, or some other undesirable quality that you don't want in a boyfriend.
I guess I just want to feel loved....... and I don't.
not at all... not one bit....
and that makes me *sad*
I hate introducing my friends to guys I like, because they always go for my friends. I guess I'm not pretty enough, or smart enough, or maybe I'm not thin enough.
It seems I always get into these self destructing relationships where I like the guy much much more than they like me. Or they are leaving, or the cheat on me, or hit me, or some other undesirable quality that you don't want in a boyfriend.
I guess I just want to feel loved....... and I don't.
not at all... not one bit....
and that makes me *sad*