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I'm going to stage a coup on American society. I can't stand it! Everyone is always rushing, rushing, rushing. What are we rushing towards??? We are a society in serious need of a long vacation. People are being pushed too hard and are suffering because of it. Everyone I know is stressed out and has way too much to do. We have such an
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Thanks hun and that's all that seems to happen with me right now and its gotten bad to where it effects the little things I do in life and I guess I can't describe it more then feeling caged and I just want out. I want to get out of this current and quit drowning, because all its doing is slowly killing my will to live and I would like to live happily you know? But it feels like I can't ever get out of it which sucks.
But I don't need to burden you, its not like anyone can help me so I am sorry for rambling on about it.
And you are right, all we can do is hope and that's what keeps me sane I believe. I may not always believe in it but I always believe in the 'it has to get better...it just has to.'.
But I think I have kept you in this reply long enough lol, and thank you so much for the offer, and at this moment in time, I am very tempted to just vent like crazy but I won't do that do you, you are too nice of a person for me to bug you with, not to mention LJ might kill me when all these long replies I keep making already lol.
I hope you don't mind me asking and trust me, I will understand if you want to keep it private, so I hope you understand that and I hope that my question doesn't offend you but by any chance do you have an email address we can chat on as well?
Again, I totally understand if you don't want to, I just thought it wouldn't hurt to ask and I hope you don't mind me doing so ^^'
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You sound like you're carrying a heavy burden and I'm sure it feels suffocating. :( I'm glad that you still have hope, though. It's definitely a good thing to keep holding on to hope. Often times, that's all we have.
Sure, you can have my email address. It's dusty_bottoms15@hotmail.com. I don't even care who knows it anymore because I get spam all the time and I deal so eh, it'll be fine. :) I do wonder though what people think when they see what it is - I kinda think it sounds almost like a porn star name or something. LOL It's actually from the movie The Three Amigos because two of my friends and I decided we were like the three amigos and we each had our own character, and mine was Dusty Bottoms. It's from when I was 15 - I'm 23 now - and I just have never felt like using a new one. Too much effort. I do have other email addresses for more "professional" things lol, but that's my main one that I always use. I actually can't believe I've had it for 8 years, it makes me feel like I'm getting old lol.
Oh, and I just wanted to randomly say that I don't really care that we're about 6 years apart in age. I've got friends of all different ages and I don't think age really matters when it comes to relating to other people. I just wanted to say that cause I don't know what you think. You don't seem like you'd care how old somebody is when you talk to them, but I don't want you to feel weird talking to an old lady like me either. ;D
And one more thing, I realized I've been talking to you for a while now but I don't even know your real name. If you want to keep it private, you don't have to tell me, I'm fine just thinking of you as "jedakin." :) Or if you want to keep it off of here, you can tell email me and tell me there. It's up to you. :) I've kinda stopped caring about hiding my identity online because there's truly not very much someone could accomplish by knowing things about me and I'm not sure why anyone would care enough to try to accomplish anything by knowing things about me. :P So when my journal says "Kim's Journal of Incredible Randomness" it's cause my name really is Kim and I just don't care who knows. Maybe I should care but oh well. lol
I've definitely been rambling too much here, so I'm done now. :)
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