Jan 30, 2005 18:52
So it's been a long while since i've posted anything. The new year has for sure brought some new changes in life.
Work is wonderful i just got offered my own class/classroom of three year olds. I seriously love them there adorable and seriously we have so much fun. I went shopping yesterday for new things for my new classroom since i'm changing everything around. It's gonna be a lot of work but i'm so excited. Everyone i work with is great and so helpful. My director/boss went on about how she thinks i will do a great job in there and etc. It feels nice to know you have people who think you do awesome at your job it's a wonderful compliment to hear. It's just great to have that feeling that you have accomplished things you have always wanted to do. So wish me luck<3.
School started im only taking one class since i'm working full time i didn't want to burn myself out anymore. So far i love it though it's a great class so far. The first class meeting we did this interview thing with a partner you usually do some kind of welcome activity in child development classes. But the questions were different then usual my favorite was how do you want to be remebered. Sounds easy at first but it takes some thought..i mean it's a big one. I basically came up with i want to be remebered as a caring and loving person who accomplished everything or atleast almost everything i wanted to with very few regrets if any. It was good though to think about it makes you really change your perspective on life and how your living it.
Between all that i don't get to go out as much usually just on the weekends if that. So i don't get to see as many friends as often as i would like. But while i'm on that subject i've done a lot of thinking on that. When your younger you always think it's so important to have so many friends yet when you get older you realize that the number of friends isn't important it's the true ones that count. You miss someone you call them to hang out is it that hard to understand?! But i do cherish the few people i can say are true friends<3
So i finally read the book He's Just Not Into You. Wow i honestly think every girl in the world needs to read it. At first when i started reading it i got kind of sad cause it's kinda harsh and blunt so you don't want to except it. But once you realize all of it is so true it truly makes everything make sense. All this time girls think guys are complicated when in reality there not there pretty damn simple. They like you they call right. They don't call then they don't care. Kind of lame it takes reading a book to realize it but boy did it help. Totally made me realize talking to certain people in my life are a waste of time. Makes you realize you deserve better i know i deserve a guy that's gonna like me all the time not just when he wants to.
Met a boy the other night usual story hung out he got my number. Hasn't called me and to be honest i know he won't. But after that book i know if he wanted to he would. As lame as it sounds i just wish i could meet a guy that wasn't such a bonehead ha. But for the search for prince charming continues..
I've seen or talked to a lot of old friends and people i knew in high school. Most people are either married or have kids. I'm so late in this department i guess compared to the rest..i mean having a bf might help to start it ha.
Maybe it's the timing with everything that makes me feel so lonely and like something is missing. I just want a guy that i can have fun with, and be myself around, and just have fun being dorks together lol.
I wish i was seeing unwritten law on tuesday in sd darn work and school.
Coldstones and sex in the city is perfect therapy for when your down ha.
Yay for tomorrow being payday that means...shopping at lunch score ha.
I hate being sick..my throat hurts so bad!
I wanna go on a vacation soon..anyone want to come? I'm pretty much down to go anywhere it would be nice just to get away for a bit.
I've been pulling such an o.c. haha been going down to the beach to sit and think during lunch ha...but i love it so much. Started saving to move out hopefully in about a year i'll live there(keeping fingers crossed).
Wow if you got through this entry you must of been pretty bored to read through all my crap lol. Well i'm off to finish stuff up for my classroom. Hope everyone is doin great.<3