Nov 03, 2004 19:45
So life has been kinda different but in ways i think some things are a good change.
Had a great time with everyone last weekend..aww fun times i need to scan pictures so i can put them up on here.
Had my last day of work at my old job last friday..it was wierd it kinda hasn't hit me yet that i'm never going back there ha.
Started my new job this week and i love it so much so far. The people there are soo nice. They always go out every month for the people that have birthdays that month so they were making sure i was on the paper since my birthday is this month. Everyone there is just really welcoming and so helpful. I love the kids there already there so cute and i'm learning so much. So i'm really glad i made the choice of taking a new job..i think it's gonna work out really well and it's a really good experience<3.
But downside i'm working more at this job..meaning school in the morning, then straight to work, then home to do homework. Then mondays and fridays i work fulltime hours 8-5. So it's been keeping me busy and making me so tired! Another downside i barely get the chance to talk to people..but that's growing up right..i'm a big girl now haha<3.
So after work the other day i drove down to the beach down pch(my work is like not even five mintues from the beach) and for some reason the beach just always has this way of making me feel better. I really want to start saving money since im working a lot now to someday be able to move down there<3...a girl can dream right haha.
So this is for Sarah since i know she understands. I just don't understand how you can tell some people anything yet there's certain people in our lives that we just can't tell them how we feel. I can tell anyone about how i feel about certain people yet can never get the balls to tell that certain person how i feel. Maybe it's a pride thing, or scared of rejection, or maybe cause your afaid that the person won't answer back with what you really want to hear? I just never will understand why we are so scared to tell people how we feel. Ok enough with the thought of the moment ha.
I've gotten a lot closer to certain people lately...with the exception of drifting away from some people...but that's normal i guess. I love the people in my life right now and wouldn't change them for the world<3
18 days and i will be 21 woo woo..so excited i can't wait . Sat night before my birthday Sutra and hotel room in newport then sunday joe's crab shack i better see you all there!<3
Well that's my update i know long but who knows when the next one will be haha<3. I'm off to nap for a while.<3<3