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so today in softall i played 1/2 an inning. i didnt get to bat. and the ball didnt come to me when i was out there. so i might as well just not been out there at all. and shiflett tries to tell us he doesnt have two teams. he doesnt have ppl he thinks are better than others, we are not 2nd string. well thats bullshit. because if it were true then the same ppl wouldnt always start. and the same ppl wouldnt sit on the bench for the majority of the game. so if he is gonna play it like that, atleast maybe he could have enough guts to tell the truth about it. and maybe us "not 2nd string" ppl could get better if in practice he didnt have the same ppl practicing in the field and the same ppl being runners every god damn day. if im not gonna play then why practice. i should just not even go.