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i think i push ppl away. i am relationship challenged. i cant really explain what im thinking right now. its like, everytime i trust someone they go away. i get comfortable and happy and then everything goes wrong. my friends, my family, everyone. and i dont know what exactly i do wrong. but i would stop if i could. maybe i burden ppl with too much and its not worth going through that for them. god i sound pathetic. im just going to stop now.