Oct 23, 2004 11:02
Well, here I am again..Updating this damn thing...I am about to do some SERIOUS remodeling to my livejournal, I am getting sick of looking at the same damn thing....
Anyway, last night was interesting...Went out to dinner with my parents and didn't get home from that until like 8:30, which sucked, because I was supposed to be able to take the truck so that I could go to the fair with Darryl...I really wanted to go and hang out with him....It sucks not having my own car....That will all be changed soon though...
Anywhoo, after I got home I got REALLY bored, so I ended up calling Candace and her and her brothers girlfriend Alisha came over and we sat here for like an hour and a half trying to figure out what to do, then we ended up playing life (Because neither one of them had ever played it before) poor, poor deprived children, so that was fun...They had a good time...Then after that they had to go home to do laundry, and that was about 11:00.
So I decided to call Jessica back to see what she was up to, and I ended up going over there, and we ended up deciding that we were gonna go to IHOP, because well, once again, she had never been to IHOP EVER!!! (Once again, poor deprived children), so we went to IHOP and there was some drunk lady there that ended up throwing a glass of water at her son...It was deff. interesting...So after that we decided to go to the Wal-mart in Lake Jackson, because Jessica had never been there either...She's from Bay City, so I can excuse that one...
So anyway, after that I dropped her back off at her house, and came home and talked to my one of my bestest, best friends Kristen (a.k.a. Luckiee) for a little bit, and then I went to bed....So, that is a summary of my night....
Okay, so I have a problem....I like a friend of mine, like actually like...And I really don't know what to do about it, because he is a REALLY sweet guy, and I don't want to end up hurting him, because I have this other problem, that when I get what I want, I don't want it anymore...I don't know what's wrong with me...But, I REALLY, REALLY like this guy, but I can't hurt him...I just can't do it....I won't let myself...For my sake and his....Fuck it all...
SOME ONE HELP!
But, I am gonna go now, I think that I have typed enough for today...Everyone have fun!
Loves,
Tiffany