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Frustration to the max:
I dont know what I want to do with my life. I thought it was theater. But now Im not so sure. Im not competitive enough to do theater, and I dont want to live in the city forever, which is what Id have to do. However, if I just get a general theater degree, I cant really do anything with it. I could do tech or teach or something, but I dont want those. Then, if I major in writing, Im not sure what writing I want to do. I dont want to report, dont want to be a novelist, dont want to work from home....I love poetry and itd be cool to write it or edit for it, or work for an artsy magazine or something, but then Im not sure because I love theater too. HELP! I was the one who was supposed to have her life all figured out from the very start. Now I have no idea what I want. If I acted professionally, Id have to give up everything else. And I cant do that, I value my friends and I want a relationship. Id miss going out and having fun with people. Itd be amazing to write sketch comedy for a theater, so I might look into that or something....I just dont know. I dont want to have any regrets when I get to college but I feel like no matter when my decision is, I lose. *Sigh* ok Im leaving
I dont know what I want to do with my life. I thought it was theater. But now Im not so sure. Im not competitive enough to do theater, and I dont want to live in the city forever, which is what Id have to do. However, if I just get a general theater degree, I cant really do anything with it. I could do tech or teach or something, but I dont want those. Then, if I major in writing, Im not sure what writing I want to do. I dont want to report, dont want to be a novelist, dont want to work from home....I love poetry and itd be cool to write it or edit for it, or work for an artsy magazine or something, but then Im not sure because I love theater too. HELP! I was the one who was supposed to have her life all figured out from the very start. Now I have no idea what I want. If I acted professionally, Id have to give up everything else. And I cant do that, I value my friends and I want a relationship. Id miss going out and having fun with people. Itd be amazing to write sketch comedy for a theater, so I might look into that or something....I just dont know. I dont want to have any regrets when I get to college but I feel like no matter when my decision is, I lose. *Sigh* ok Im leaving