hmm
well, i have three days of school left. I'm just now realizing how weird it's going to be not having to go back to high school next year. If I would have stayed in school all year I don't think it would seem as weird, but it's just now starting to hit me. After thursday I never have to step foot in the halls of Scoito again. I won't graduate officially until August..but I'm still not having to go to a traditional summer school or anything. I think I've gone to school for a total of 4 or 5 months this year. 2 years and 5 months of high school and I'm done with it! How weird is that. I feel so little though. As of this weekend Teryn will be 18..meaning I'm the last of them to become legal. I'm the only one of the jailbait trio left. That's some scary stuff. Most of the time it doesn't bother me that the majority of the people I chill with these days are 19-21, but sometimes it really does get to me. I don't know. It's either I don't act my age, or everyone else is immature..or a mixture of both. It's hard to tell.
I'll be going to the Bryman Institute next year. If I stick with it I will have my massage therapy license when I'm 18, well before I turn 19. I almost feel like I'm just spitting myself out into the world because I'm so sick of my family. It's going to be hard to handle all of that at once I think. I don't really have anyone I can talk to about it either considering I chill with almost all dudes who aren't really interested in picking apart my brain. Most of them graduated 2,3, even four years ago. They can't relate to me on that level anyways. It's just weird. It's frusterating too. i dunno. I'm just full of emotions from excitement to anxiety to sadness to anticipation.
ROAR
I'll be going to the Bryman Institute next year. If I stick with it I will have my massage therapy license when I'm 18, well before I turn 19. I almost feel like I'm just spitting myself out into the world because I'm so sick of my family. It's going to be hard to handle all of that at once I think. I don't really have anyone I can talk to about it either considering I chill with almost all dudes who aren't really interested in picking apart my brain. Most of them graduated 2,3, even four years ago. They can't relate to me on that level anyways. It's just weird. It's frusterating too. i dunno. I'm just full of emotions from excitement to anxiety to sadness to anticipation.
ROAR