Dec 08, 2005 01:36
I think its okay to cry about things in the past, but you cant cry for long because you can't change the past or ever go back. You MUST move forward and continue to live for today. Even though you might really miss what was in the past or the people you spent so much time with, you have memories that live on forever and the things learned that you need to act on.
I must say it was really hard for me tonight to watch my SnowRidge video. But it was something I needed to do. I needed to remember and be reminded. This past summer was the most amazing, fun, Christ centered time of my life. It will forever live with me and continue to teach me to live my life for the Lord. I was blessed with 35 best friends for 2 months in the beautiful mountains of Colorado. I learned how to love, patience with 4th graders and high schoolers, I learned how to accept who I am in Christ, to finally embrace that I was a girl, to cry, to let others help me, vunerability, and to be me. I miss it like crazy. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about it.
Life is hard. But the Lord is strong.