painful
i was just lurking myspace and oh my god, the whole thing just made me want to puke. you people are fucking great. its just that your lives are so fucking ridiculous. all you want to do is wallow in how sad you are and how much of a slut you are. that shit cracks me up. there is so much more out there.... there is so much to live for. good thing you are wasting your life on things that dont matter.
things for me are going really good. im sort of bummed to find out my workplace is just like any other. but what was i really expecting? i dont know.... fitting in time for everything has been pretty hard. i want to spend time with the baby but my schedule for work is totally fucked. but plans are in the works... im just sitting here calculating and watching the clock.
the baby is GREAT. 8 whole months old. she is sprouting her first 2 teeth and they are the cutest things ive seen in a LONG time. she isnt very happy about the teeth but other than a fever and a little screaming, shes doing great.
miss victoria and i are off to CA on my weekend. that should be awesome. i havent seen tonya in wayyy too long and i know my granny peacock is dying to get her hands on the baby. looks like my dad is going to meet us there which i am hoping will make the whole experience less painful. no matter what happens, just being able to hang with t for a few days will be great. i miss her. aside from all the bullshit, shes been a really good friend to me.
and the boy? who knows. its good. its satisfying. its enough. i dont want more and im sure he feels the same. things are casual and for me thats more that what i wanted.
have you noticed how much i have been updating? i hope you lurking fucks read this and it makes you want to puke. id love to return the favor :-)
things for me are going really good. im sort of bummed to find out my workplace is just like any other. but what was i really expecting? i dont know.... fitting in time for everything has been pretty hard. i want to spend time with the baby but my schedule for work is totally fucked. but plans are in the works... im just sitting here calculating and watching the clock.
the baby is GREAT. 8 whole months old. she is sprouting her first 2 teeth and they are the cutest things ive seen in a LONG time. she isnt very happy about the teeth but other than a fever and a little screaming, shes doing great.
miss victoria and i are off to CA on my weekend. that should be awesome. i havent seen tonya in wayyy too long and i know my granny peacock is dying to get her hands on the baby. looks like my dad is going to meet us there which i am hoping will make the whole experience less painful. no matter what happens, just being able to hang with t for a few days will be great. i miss her. aside from all the bullshit, shes been a really good friend to me.
and the boy? who knows. its good. its satisfying. its enough. i dont want more and im sure he feels the same. things are casual and for me thats more that what i wanted.
have you noticed how much i have been updating? i hope you lurking fucks read this and it makes you want to puke. id love to return the favor :-)