yeah, so what?
was it worth it???
YES YES YES YES YES
he is totally worth it.
but i think i knew that all along.
with a small headache, i woke up today totally stoked. ive found someone who is totally into me. he doesnt make me feel like im only good enough to fuck (like the moron) and he doesnt make me feel like i need to reassure him how much i like him all the time (like ed) and he isnt constantly telling me stories about his childhood (like serg) ugh fuck those guys.... he makes me feel like he truly likes me.... and i know i really like him... we have great times together and i find myself wanting to talk to him all the time. i want to be around him all the time...
maybe this is all just because its new and a true friendship turned into more. wow. can you fucking believe that? all 3 of those guys should be laughing their asses off at the irony of that. how many times was "friendship" an issue between us?? 100's? 1000's?
right now im happy and wishing he was here... right here next to me... but he isnt. i guess ill just have to settle for a phone call then.
YES YES YES YES YES
he is totally worth it.
but i think i knew that all along.
with a small headache, i woke up today totally stoked. ive found someone who is totally into me. he doesnt make me feel like im only good enough to fuck (like the moron) and he doesnt make me feel like i need to reassure him how much i like him all the time (like ed) and he isnt constantly telling me stories about his childhood (like serg) ugh fuck those guys.... he makes me feel like he truly likes me.... and i know i really like him... we have great times together and i find myself wanting to talk to him all the time. i want to be around him all the time...
maybe this is all just because its new and a true friendship turned into more. wow. can you fucking believe that? all 3 of those guys should be laughing their asses off at the irony of that. how many times was "friendship" an issue between us?? 100's? 1000's?
right now im happy and wishing he was here... right here next to me... but he isnt. i guess ill just have to settle for a phone call then.