Jul 02, 2005 23:24
def. having a rough time. trying to get a new job,
keep things goin with my man(which isnt hard but still)
tryin to hang out with mom,
trying to just have a life. UGH!
its so hard. why does it have to be so hard right now!? i mean i am
only a teenager. i should NOT be working 5 freaking dayz a week. this
is so gay.
well on to a better note.
**been hanging out with ricky alot. i stay @ his house like EVERY
night! woot. i luv him so much. his dad has only let him stay @ my
house twice. but w/e. i sorta understand why....my moms always out.
but anyways. summer celebration. ive only gone once. and it wasnt even that good of a
show. lol! but i was with ricky and thats all that matters. that was
the greatest part of the night! we had such an amazing night. we always
do tho! i mean...its always aMaZinG! ugh! i luv him so much. you guys
would not even begin to imagine. well some of you might. but w/e.
anyways. lets see..whats goin on with the rest of my life? lol!
i get my senior pix on Sunday. friday i am getting my hair done with Annie. FINALLY! lol! 8 freakin in the morning. but thats okay!
i also get paid on friday. woot. im gonna have a good pay check. lol!
anyways.
i hope it turns out good. i really like some of the work that RiversEdge does. i guess we will find out wont we!? lol!
so im watchin iron chef right
now. lol! so im gonna go finish watching that and then i am going to
finsih updating! so i will talk to you in a few. love you all!
so i decided that i would pull myself away from the tv to come and update for all of you. lol!
i guess i have told you really..all that has been going on in my life. havent had time to do anything!
ive had band like twice since skool has been out.
ive worked @ the daycare like 3 times. (which isnt bad) but when i do that i dont have time for myself. UGH!
i DO NOT have time for friends. @ all which really sux! by the time i
get around to skool and junk....i wont have any friends. ill just have
ricky. and that wont be fun for either of us! right!? i mean you have to have friends in there somewhere.
ugh. i wish people would call me.
why am i complaining?! its not like anyone reads this anyways.
oh hold on the show is back on!
WOO HOO the guys that i wanted to win.......DID! lol!
alright anyways.
i should prolly get going to bed. i will talk to you all later. i hope.
prolly not, seeing as... i have no friends. dont even talk to my best friend
anymore. huh.........dont even know if i am still her best friend
anymore.?! maybe she got a new one? just threw me out?! who knows. i
sure dont! well anyways. ill talk to ya'll later!
♥-i love you richard merle isacson till death