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ricky said something to me....tonight that made so much sence...he told me that he thinks the only reason i called today and want to keep calling him and that i am feeling the way i do is becuz i have noone else to go to. and now that i dont have anyone there..i just want to keep going back to him! and i think that makes so much sence!
you guys dont even know what is going on in my head right now! it is racing like 3657687 miles per second! and its kind of scarry! i cant stop thinking about him. and all the good times we had! and how we worked through all of our problems! but i just gave up on this one! how could i just give up on the man i love?
i just want to....ugh no matter what i say its not going to change what i did...nothing is ever going to be the same again!
im gonna go cry myself to sleep now!
thank you all for the support! now i know who my real friends are!
you guys dont even know what is going on in my head right now! it is racing like 3657687 miles per second! and its kind of scarry! i cant stop thinking about him. and all the good times we had! and how we worked through all of our problems! but i just gave up on this one! how could i just give up on the man i love?
i just want to....ugh no matter what i say its not going to change what i did...nothing is ever going to be the same again!
im gonna go cry myself to sleep now!
thank you all for the support! now i know who my real friends are!