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school is so weird. it's like a series of tiny hurtles and subsequently tiny accomplishments. i thrive on accomplishments as my only fuel for continuing. while i'm also very interested in the things i am studying, i think the real motivation comes from those brief moments of getting a test or a paper back, getting hired, getting something passed. it's interesting, the stress that comes from doing every day activities for me. and it's obvious that everything is just going to happen, regardless of how much i stress, solely depending on the work i put in. but i have known for a long time that i function as a stressed individual, and it's hard not to even when i am conscious of it.
that said, i am super stoked on where i am right now, accomplishment wise, but i am still stressed. how does that work?
i need to buy film and a heater.
that said, i am super stoked on where i am right now, accomplishment wise, but i am still stressed. how does that work?
i need to buy film and a heater.