failure.
sometimes I feel like college isnt for me.
Then I remember what I did to get here,and I know I cant give up.
I know I say this all the time, but I have the most amazing best friend.
Since I can remember, I have never been able to really get close to anyone.
It is an amazing feeling to trust someone with your entire life.
Two more days and I will be in Massachusetts.
It is so frightening that I like him. I don't really know what to do with these feelings.
First instinct would be to hide them and keep a distance as usual.
I am contemplating the idea of not being so scared. We'll see how it goes...
On Halloween I saw Alana. It was nice to see her, I forgot how much fun we had together.
I am so scared to let everyone down. My mother, my grandparents, my friends, myself.
I just want to prove to myself and everyone that I can accomplish SOMETHING. anything.
Never in my life, have I wanted anything more.
Then I remember what I did to get here,and I know I cant give up.
I know I say this all the time, but I have the most amazing best friend.
Since I can remember, I have never been able to really get close to anyone.
It is an amazing feeling to trust someone with your entire life.
Two more days and I will be in Massachusetts.
It is so frightening that I like him. I don't really know what to do with these feelings.
First instinct would be to hide them and keep a distance as usual.
I am contemplating the idea of not being so scared. We'll see how it goes...
On Halloween I saw Alana. It was nice to see her, I forgot how much fun we had together.
I am so scared to let everyone down. My mother, my grandparents, my friends, myself.
I just want to prove to myself and everyone that I can accomplish SOMETHING. anything.
Never in my life, have I wanted anything more.