Feb 26, 2005 21:46
so again a long time since I've updated...I am gonna have another baby! I am really excited, yet a little nervous. But hey that's always the emotion for the new life forming inside. And then of course life is always changing all around me. never quite certain of what the future holds, and its so hard to just not have just a little worry. I know that worry is a waste of time, but sometimes it just sneaks right in there, and once I give it that little inch it seems to take on a life of it's own. but only left leaving me feel so completely helpless, realizing again that worry is the opposite of faith of trusting in the only one who really makes me feel.